Friday, January 29, 2010
i think i have coughed up a lung and a half over the past few days. so annoying that whenever me or my sister get sick, our parents dont seem to notice, or care. its mean to say but its true.
school sucks and i hate it. not gonna transfer class so from CNY week onwards, i only need to go to school once a week. assignments are all due next week, hopefully i can churn out a 1500 word essay that makes sense to my lecturer coz i seriously don't understand the class.
miss my babes. i haven't hung with michelle in ages. i only see debs and kat once in awhile. i haven't seen the NK sisters since last year. i can't wait til term break which is like in two months plus. blearghs.
school sucks and i hate it. not gonna transfer class so from CNY week onwards, i only need to go to school once a week. assignments are all due next week, hopefully i can churn out a 1500 word essay that makes sense to my lecturer coz i seriously don't understand the class.
miss my babes. i haven't hung with michelle in ages. i only see debs and kat once in awhile. i haven't seen the NK sisters since last year. i can't wait til term break which is like in two months plus. blearghs.
what we could have been, 5:41 pm.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
so obsessed with my new toy. i think i've been playing with it like everyday and checking it at least once an hour so far. omg, i never knew i could such an addict. god forbid i ever try something insanely stupid coz i might get addicted to that too. LAWL.
been checking out brochures for holidays. hopefully i can save up enough then me and B can go for a holiday. i think i wanna go shopping but something tells me its meant to be a restful holiday for B. =/
been checking out brochures for holidays. hopefully i can save up enough then me and B can go for a holiday. i think i wanna go shopping but something tells me its meant to be a restful holiday for B. =/
what we could have been, 10:56 pm.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
two days at work and i'm dying already. am so tired. crashed when i got home and even now i'm still sleepy. sighs. keep thinking of the moolah, laura, that's your motivation.
crapped with ash and andy on fb today. i seriously have to think about replacing or fixing my laptop so that i can actually use the net longer than 20 mins a day at home.
2010 looks like the moolah-fly-away year for me. :(
crapped with ash and andy on fb today. i seriously have to think about replacing or fixing my laptop so that i can actually use the net longer than 20 mins a day at home.
2010 looks like the moolah-fly-away year for me. :(
what we could have been, 8:38 pm.
Monday, January 18, 2010
laptop giving me a lotta shit. i'm so tempted to ask for a new laptop but i think i'd get killed since this lappie's barely one and half years old. UGH. i'm sorry to say this but my love for my beloved pink laptop is dying especially when IT WONT WORK PROPERLY.
work again tomorrow. not looking forward but i need to make some moolah. that's real life for ya. sighs.
work again tomorrow. not looking forward but i need to make some moolah. that's real life for ya. sighs.
what we could have been, 10:08 pm.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
omgggggggggggg. jacky's coming back from his two week banishment (aka NS). :) i am like jumping for joy, like seriously. i hate hate hate not talking to him can. jacky ish my BFF~! lols. i sound totally spastic.
anyhoos first CR class tomorrow, heard that its tough but i guess, whatever it is, i've gotta make the best of it. gonna see the girls and darren again. hee.
HROD was really boring today. just stoning away. i think next time i need to reserve like two rows so that jiangyue and kailin can sit behind or in front of me and maxine instead of sitting like at opposite ends of the classroom. wtf is wrong with our school. we have like 60 students in the class and like from the third or fourth row onwards, you cant see jack shit and this is a class where the lecturer seems to depend on the whiteboard. ugh.
watched american idol with kevin. i think we're the worst sort of audience. we jabber so much, we get up for tons of snack breaks and toilet breaks and whatnot breaks.
i think i've already mentioned it but i soooooooooooo can't wait til i see jacky. i think the first thing i'm gonna comment is how sunburnt he is (he's very sensitive about being 'chaotah'). he's sooooo gonna slap me. hahaha.
anyhoos first CR class tomorrow, heard that its tough but i guess, whatever it is, i've gotta make the best of it. gonna see the girls and darren again. hee.
HROD was really boring today. just stoning away. i think next time i need to reserve like two rows so that jiangyue and kailin can sit behind or in front of me and maxine instead of sitting like at opposite ends of the classroom. wtf is wrong with our school. we have like 60 students in the class and like from the third or fourth row onwards, you cant see jack shit and this is a class where the lecturer seems to depend on the whiteboard. ugh.
watched american idol with kevin. i think we're the worst sort of audience. we jabber so much, we get up for tons of snack breaks and toilet breaks and whatnot breaks.
i think i've already mentioned it but i soooooooooooo can't wait til i see jacky. i think the first thing i'm gonna comment is how sunburnt he is (he's very sensitive about being 'chaotah'). he's sooooo gonna slap me. hahaha.
what we could have been, 10:46 pm.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
went for high tea with mummy today. hate the weather so so darn much. i can't even go out for like five minutes without breaking into sweat. gah!
anyhoos found out that my CR lecturer has been replaced and the lessons will be moved up to another day/time slot. bleahs.
i swear if this was a cartoon, i would have wet myself dying in agony of my results but i've passed all! yeah. :)
anyhoos found out that my CR lecturer has been replaced and the lessons will be moved up to another day/time slot. bleahs.
i swear if this was a cartoon, i would have wet myself dying in agony of my results but i've passed all! yeah. :)
what we could have been, 10:20 pm.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
i think i'm most self-destructive whenever i brood. maybe it makes up for the fact i am kinda neurotic. lately.. i just find myself taking hits on everything and it's seriously depressing.
people carry different ideas of who i am but really, WHO AM I to myself? even after posing the question a week ago, i have no answers. for as long as i can remember, my main description is that 'you're really good in English' or 'you like to read a lot'. and so what? if i died tomorrow, would that be on my grave? like 'great at English' or 'voracious reader' or something equally mundane? okay, maybe loved by all is bland and much more overused but i digress.
i'm not interested in being some rude bitch and/or SPG but i'm not clamoring to be some kind of scholar either.
and maybe that's what worries me. i have no goals. at least none that my parents would approve of. (yes, i get that i'm 18 and i have my own mind and therefore can make my own rational decisions) but i can't be like some people and wait around and party and hopefully get hitched to some rich guy before their looks fade and he starts dickering around.. again, i digress.
so yeah. i think maybe the hiatus coming up might be time for me to do some soul-searching.
people carry different ideas of who i am but really, WHO AM I to myself? even after posing the question a week ago, i have no answers. for as long as i can remember, my main description is that 'you're really good in English' or 'you like to read a lot'. and so what? if i died tomorrow, would that be on my grave? like 'great at English' or 'voracious reader' or something equally mundane? okay, maybe loved by all is bland and much more overused but i digress.
i'm not interested in being some rude bitch and/or SPG but i'm not clamoring to be some kind of scholar either.
and maybe that's what worries me. i have no goals. at least none that my parents would approve of. (yes, i get that i'm 18 and i have my own mind and therefore can make my own rational decisions) but i can't be like some people and wait around and party and hopefully get hitched to some rich guy before their looks fade and he starts dickering around.. again, i digress.
so yeah. i think maybe the hiatus coming up might be time for me to do some soul-searching.
what we could have been, 10:39 pm.
Sunday, January 03, 2010
i'm not dead. just a total lack of interest in anything online. plus my laptop's giving me tons of problems. so yeah. been playing sims3 and reading books the entire holiday. school starts on thurs. boo. :(
what we could have been, 11:15 pm.
